Still pregnant and incredibly scared and happy! I don't think Keith fully believes me, and I think will feel more assured once we have the first proper Healthcare meeting. I am meeting with the Doctor next wednesday, when I think I will be around 6 weeks pregnant!
So early on, but K has already told his parents! I know I know... But it must be done. I think our philosophy is if it is meant to be, it is meant to be. We're both so delighted, I think, but petrified too? That must be normal!
So timeline! Unsure of actual ovulation day, and periods generally irregular moving from 23-28 days, so will go from 24 day of cycle.
24 day - first faint positive, incredibly sore boobs, hot head, period cramps (about 12dpo)
25 day - stomach pains, tensing up like stomach bug, 2nd faint positive
26 day - third and forth positive, taken through day and morning. cramping and straining in lower abdomin. boobs stopped hurting. creamy cm (nice!)
27 day - defo positive, odd cramps and tired. oh so tired.
28 day - defo positive, odd cramps.
Still fearing everyday to find a miscarriage, but I just don't think it will happen. I think this will be okay, you know, I think, ladies and gentlemen, we have a 'Sticker'
So this week we shall call the dude the 'cluster' as it moves out from being a cluster of cells into something. Next week will be known as 'peanut' me thinks
I hope Keith is okay. I think he is in shock, but he just looks scared all the time. I guess even though we have been planning this and even though we knew it would come at some point, I guess you can never prepare for the feeling of becomming a parent!
More to come xxx
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