Still having a good a go at this as we can. I am trying this month to not be too obsessive, to try to just hope but i think anyone who tries would tell you it is hard. K still can't understand although he is totally on board now. he is being very supportive, and really I think wants this as much as I do.
I totally sorted the house out today. i like it when it is all sorted. It makes me want to have this B even more. i wonder how I would change everything in order to make sure the B had everythign it needs, but i guess people just do. i have given up smoking now for the third week, and although hard, it is for the good, and i am glad. i never wanted to be that mother that still smoked around their child, that wouldn't be fair.
I still wonder if there are troubles, ahead, inside. We shall see. This month we have been pretty consistent, pretty much every two days, so unless I ovulated on my period, we're pretty much there. unless, unless....!
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