It has felt like an age getting to this 2 month point ~ although it also feels as though I am not moving very far very quickly. After what felt like a week or two of nauseousness, has now faded. My boobs, although sore and tender (and slightly larger) and not as large as everyone made out they would be (patience is not one of my virtues) and last week where I felt incredibly bloated after most meals and could comfortably cuddle my stomach, I now feel slim and fine and baby-free.
The amount of stresses going on are bizarre. I have shifted from feeling every single moment that I am going ot lose the baby to now feeling more scared of the reality of having the baby! I keep reminding myself with a content smile that I have wanted this for so long, inside for longer, and am soo happy it is here and growing. I suppose I was hoping for more support during these first few months ~ a bit more hope that everyone thinking I would lose the baby.
Fingers crossed everything is fine. I will feel MUCH happier once I have the first scan. I just want to make sure all is well ~ as I am sure every mum does.
This week I shall meeting my mid-wife for the first time. I am apprehensive about this, as I am afraid I won't like her much! We shall see. Have my list of questions and we shall see what happens. This wednesday I shall be moving into week 9 which every week is a blessing. I suppose I just have to take each week as it comes. x
Keith has been amazing, more than I ever thought he would or could be. He has supported all the highs and lows, which have been great. We had a mammoth money discussion yesterday which was shocking and hard, but we will be fine. people with less sort themselves out, so all should be good.
|Right ~ back to work (have already lost interest in this!) and on to eating healthy and not a lot else to report! x
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