So we have been trying now for 5 months, although I suppose honestly, probably only three of those have involved us both being on board and feeling the same way. Initially it was mainly me driving all the trying, but DKN now wants this more than me I think!
We have been married now for just under one year, but have been together for 10 years this month. We are truely happy together, both working and own our first house together. I think we have set up a lovely foundation to begin a family, so now its just wait and see!
I have already started to get a little peculiar about wanting a baby. I suppose this is the first thing in my life that I have wanted, and can't just have because of the want alone. I have found it both fascinating and incredibly depressing to discover about the makings of a baby. After 15 years of fearing I would get pregnant at any point, it has been incredibly strange to discover that actually getting pregnant can be harder than I first thought!
My periods are incredibly irregular, not in the dramatic sense ~ but as much as it is difficult to predict ovulation, therefore difficult to predict when the most fertile period is etc. I think after spending January hoping in vain that we were pregnant, we're both of the mind to just keep 'at it' all month through ~ which makes us both happy!
I have given up smoking (JEEZO!) for two weeks now, so I am hoping that this will make a wee bit of difference. I am also cycling again (although my bike is a pile of pants). hopefully getting fitter and healthier will make the difference.
Anyway ~ I thought I would keep this blog to log how the process goes, and we shall see. Maybe this month! x
As the Americans say ~ BABY DUST!!! XXXX
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